Why do I desire to do God’s will and I seek after it
Then when He has shown me His direction I resist?
It is like I reach out for a hug and then push Him away
It does not make any sense in any way!
Even after clear direction sometimes I find
That the way I have chosen was the way I designed
It seems a contradiction… but the struggle is within
I have only one answer…. it is sin
Sin is such a sneaky fellow that wears disguise
Thank you my Lord for opening up my eyes
So here I am again Lord at the cross to repent and pray
I renounce my sinful nature and choose your way
I place every heart’s thought and my very life in your care
Let me see good results as an answer to my prayer

Psalms 19:12
Who can understand his errors? cleanse thou me from secret faults.